Sunday, February 27, 2011

The Day is Here.

Well the day is here and set March 22 I will do the surgery.  Things have changed since last I saw the doctor and but I am choosing to look at it as everything has it's time  I like the doctor and yes I have anxiety but I can't put this off anymore, paraplegic is not a word I want to hear or live with, so now it is just finding peace for the next few weeks for the wait out.  The doctor is booked and then out of town so I deal with the wait and be soft with myself.  I am pretty jumpy and very sensitive, I hope my family finds patiences and tolerance and extra kindness I will need it.  I will try and journal this process and my thoughts....here I go for "The bravest thing you can do when you are not brave is to profess courage and then act accordingly."
Enlightend Christy at 11:17 PM

4 comments:

  1. I hope that the surgery goes well for you. When I had my surgery, about 3 years ago, it really helped the pain for quite a while. More important, I had begun to lose use of one foot and I got that back. I can walk. I will be praying for you.

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  2. Hi Christy,
    You don't know me, I just did a google images search for "Stormy Waves" and the picture a few entries down - of the girl walking along the rock with an umbrella in her hand - was one of the top hits. It's beautiful, and beautifully fits with the Washington Gladden poem I just copied into my blog.

    I couldn't help but see that the source for the picture was another blogspot site, and I noticed right away that your profile said "My husband is the love of my life." I always enjoy reading the blogs of people who have good marriages, so I decided to do a little stalking.

    I haven't browsed too much on here - I feel kind of weird being snoopy, although I have noticed your granddaughters are absolutely beautiful! - so I don't know exactly what you'll be going into surgery for or anything, but as I was looking at your site I felt God was laying on my heart to pray for you. So I have been for the last couple minutes. And I will be over the next couple weeks. I pray especially that you'll have peace.

    Thanks for posting that beautiful picture!

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  3. Dani, don't feel weird snoop away that was the first reason I started my blog years ago. Release for myself and then the thought if anyone else felt anything I felt..so feel free to look around. Thank you for prayers for peace it is deeply appreciated.

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  4. Christy remembering you in all that is happening.
    I read, think and pray and many times do not comment. I know you are on many a heart.

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