I am on a journey to find happiness. Even when you are in a scary place in your life, you need happiness sometimes right? I need to believe there is something I need to learn and have not learned it yet from this experiance. I need faith that my ability to motivate people, in some other form besides the work I have done for 35 years, that opportunity will come to me in some new way to still do what I love. I need to have faith that there is a higher power that knows what is best for me and that things will turn out just the way it should be. I hope this is not karma for something I have done in the past, if so I need to be humble about my shortcomings.
If it's true what I read "We are mirrors and reflect what we see" then I need to reflect positive and not negative. I need to believe in hope, I need to learn that my situtaion isn't about being strong or pretending everything is okay to my family. It is about finding joy where and when I can. Not an easy task but, I need to try or I am going to sink further ino this dark hole.
If you are someone that is in a bad place, remember there is strength in numbers, find an outlet to release where there is no judgment and honesty can pour from your heart. Even if no one reponds, allot like my blog...it just feels good to just say what you truly feel and release it to the universe. I can do this and so can you.
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