My husband is insisting I go to another doctor he has found. I'm so tried of going and hearing the same thing, I know that they can do surgery through the front of your body. They would remove a rib, deflate your lung, move your liver, fix the T12 disc and put everything back. But they can't tell you that will get rid of your pain, they hope for the best. I am really negative today and I know it. I am suppose to be trying to be positive but it is so hard. God, I just want my life back. I miss me. Life with pain is unexplainable to someone unless they live it too. I'm still not sleeping well even with all the dam medicine I am on...I'm crying now and even that is old, how many tears can one person shed. When will I stop feeling sorry for myself and just make the damn adjustment that this is my life?
I need to go away and come up with a plan of what I am going to do, how do I accept and deal with the pain, and stop feeling sorry for myself. God please lead me to what and where to go....I am listening.
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