Alright, this will be a contradiction on what I wrote yesterday. I just watched an interview with Michael J Fox and Lance Armstrong they both have overcome at least for today, life threatening diseases. The one that really kills me is Micheal J Fox his disease will never go away yet he lives his life with dignity and enthusiasm. He controls his life, he can't wish this away by thinking "I am Cured" he lives with his pain everyday! But man, he controls his life and inspires people to do the same. I was half embarrassed watching the interview because he was so inspiring and his disease could kill him unless we find a cure. My problem is not life threatening at all, just pain driven.
I used to inspire people in my job, that is my gift, I did it for 35 years, God, I want do that again! It is the best feeling in the world. I inspired people to be all they can be in their jobs, now I can't even inspire myself to leave the house. However, I felt so good after watching him, that I have hope for me. Please god lead me to the forum that I may inspire people again, lead me to overcome this feeling of being sorry for myself and except what has been given to me and live life to the fullest, in spite of it.
Amen
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